Karin

We never talked about it
But I hear the blame was mine
Id call you up to say Im sorry
But I wouldnt want to waste your time

cos I love you, but I cant take any more
Theres a look I cant describe in your eyes
Yes we could try, like we tried before

There seemed no way to make up
cos it seemed your mind was set
And the way you looked it told me
Its a look I know Ill never forget

You couldve come over to my side
You couldve let me know
You couldve tried to see the distance between us
But it seemed too far for you to go.

Do you remember...?

Through all of my life
In spite of all the pain
You know people are funny sometimes
cos they just cant wait
To get hurt again

Do you remember...?

There are things we wont recall
Feelings well never find
Its taken so long to see it
Cos we never seemed to have the time

There was always something more important to do
More important to say
But I love you wasnt one of those things
And now its too late

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Jag läste Dn söndag på tåget, och drog på smilbanden åt följande lista:

1) Sparka inte ut din sambo och börja ett nytt liv. Det är snart oktober och kallt.
2) Köp inte ett dyrt träningskort. Det är ingen idé och det vet du.
3) Sluta inte röka. Du blir så otrevlig.
4) Läs inte boken "Astrosex" och testa inte ställningarna. Stjärnorna har noll koll.
5) Klipp dig inte i en ny och piffig frisyr á la Agyness Deyn. Du passar inte i det.
6) Starta inte en blogg. Det är ingen som orkar följa den.

There are stories being created in my head,  strings of words in neon light and I want to use them, make use of them, piece them together. Most of the time they are about you; almost always about you.

She might be the one who will wear your name like a piece of fitted silk.  I get the urge to phone you to see you to be with you but I don't have your number and so; you are happy now.

We sleep naked and shiver in our sleepingbags. No stars to be seen. I put strings of words together and they are always about you.

Your number echoing in the back of my head memories piled neatly in a cold box in the attic and pictures rarely looked upon.

I still dream a lot at night, most of the time about you; almost always about you

"Mourning was a part of letting go and moving on to the future"

"People are attracted to others at the same moral level, so as you improve yourself you will find yourself in the company of more moral people."

Being in the moment.

Be aware of:

the body
feelings and sensations
the mind
ideas and thoughts

"Jag går till frisören för att bli Maxwell och kommer ut, besviken över att fortfarande vara mig själv, oförmögen att leva upp till samhällets krav på individuellt självförverkligande, skrämd av mina privata drömmar om konformitet."

"When there is a big disappointment, we don't know if that is the end of the story. It may be just the beginning of a great adventure"

"Things like disappointment and anxiety are messages telling us that we are about to go into unknown territory"

"We carry around an image of ourselves, an image we hold in our minds. Sem is what we experience as discursive thoughts, a stream of chatter that's always reinforcing an image of ourselves.

Rikpa means intelligence or brightness. Behind all the planning and worrying, behind all the wishing and wanting, picking and choosing, the unfabricated wisdom mind of rikpa is always here. Whenever we stop talking to ourselves, rikpa is continually there."

"Suffering is part of life and we don't have to feel it's happening because we personally made the wrong move."

"It's something your parents never tell you about getting older - that the world becomes littered with people you're convinced that you'll never see again, but inevitably do."

- Jane Heller

"Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others,
and the delight in the recognition"

- Alexander Smith

Skiljetecknet semikolon (;) används när man tycker att punkt är för starkt avskiljande tecken och kommatecken inte är tillåtet (orsakar satsradning). Det används mellan satser -normalt huvudsatser - som har ett nära samband till varandra. Semikolon följs normalt av liten bokstav.

Exempel på användning:

Amanda var mycket trött; en kvart senare gick hon och lade sig.

Semikolon kan även användas vid uppräkningar för att avskilja grupper från varandra.

Semikolonet uppfanns av Aldus Manutius den äldre (1450 - 1515).

 

 

Gick upp halv sju (ja jag klarade det) för promenad. Blåste isiga vindar. Jag gick vid stranden. Jackan som mamma köpte för blåsiga Gotland klarar knappt att hålla vinden ute, kändes det. Gick hem, mediterade, gjorde några yoga övningar.

Linda har satt en lapp på dörren, "Everything will be allright". Den fick mig att le. Det är väl hennes mål för det här året, liksom mitt. Vad lika vi är ändå.

" Det har alltid varit deppigt med någon idiot"

- Kristin.
Nära vän och orakel.

"A change in the weather is known to be extreme
But what's the sense of changing horses in midstream?
I'm going out of my mind, oh, oh,
With a pain that stops and starts
Like a corkscrew to my heart
Ever since we've been apart"

- Bob Dylan

" I was manipulative, desperately clinging, and prone to tantrums, explosiveness and frantic acts of desperation when I did not feel the intimacy connection was strong enouch"

- Get me out of here. My recovery from Borderline Personality Disorder
Rachel Reiland